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Tuesday, January 31st, 2006
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8:57 pm - "mean Gene"
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I think I may have inherited the swiecki MEAN gene..........Uhm, I think I'm going to give it back, so if anyone would like it just let me know.
current mood:  qwerty
current music: Eric Sardinas-Flaes of Love
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| Thursday, January 26th, 2006
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2:11 am - But I'm the woman.........I'm weak(my ass...She fights south paw)
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UUUUUUUggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..................... (in reference to the Latter of this Letter), the last time.... I wasnt struck , but cornered, and i was ready to throw(not good), losin' It) So,yesterday I call my old house to see when i can get more of my shite out of it, and LOKEY and behold (thats my new coined pun phrase), that gurl aswers the tx all in tears, and i miss u and all that crap...............I heald my own, didnt give her nothin, ....cuz i fealt nuthin', 2 day i called back cuz she was just too sadd to talk yesterday, AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW...and today i did tell her that i did still care, and bamn.......she wasnt sad no more.......and bamn now i gotta do this and i gotta do that, but she has no fault, i was like what the @#$%, its like wow, she got a lil somethin and is right back into the ARGUE ZONE, i hung up on her called her back , and stated....that in no way shape or form did I wanna discuss what the arguements were about, and that if she REALLY wants to WURK on US, then she will respect that, until, and if she wishes too;IF that day EVER comes, to seek a mediator of somesort to work out the fine lines of communication detail, sounds like the BIG PEOPLE thing to do, . She agreed, and then said "BUT, blah, blah, blah, blah", rite back into the arguementitive shit again, and demanded to know that i would be faithful while SHE WAITS for me,.....and continued off on a tangent speaking and exceling to a low roar of speaking over me; about ANDREA, who was an EX that i havent spoken to in over.........uhm bellum.how long has it been now like six and sum change years., I screamed of her...You fucking Bitch and hung up. Now how can someone agree to being respectful, and just keep trucking, One of my biggest frustrations with her is the fact that I've observered better listening and comprehension skills from my 6 year old nephew. And she had the nerve to call me back at my ma's house at like 1am, Well Duh!, and I say to her , hey I gotta great Idea , Why do'nt we just move all ur exboyfriends in and all my ex's and we can all live together, cuz I dont know what an EX from forever ago of mine, has to do with her, uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh......................ANYBODY , .........bueller.......................anyone........., So i just kept doing what any X-tremely pissed off beyond being Immature individual, would have done......................, thats rite The infinitive, annoying, hour long Call and hang up.............. ya shitty, but effective. Question: If a Woman Strikes a Man in the forest, should he, should he.........walk away, yes, butt what if they dont allow u to do so, then should he, should he defend himself, or is the Reason of being a woman,a reason not too. she always told me if a gurl hits u hit her back, i dont believe that, but i will restrain one from hitting me again, and if restraining someone is abusive: i guess my defense , makes me a repeat offender. And now, she feels that the man should just take it, cuz he's the man............................well, u heard it here...........................LADIES of L.J.,Throw things and swing on ur men, cuz after all I guess its ok....................... Only this time , I almost Threw back............. Nothing in life should be this difficult, wait....nothing in Luv should be this difficult.
current mood: Chess
current music: Steve Vai--Building the Church
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| Tuesday, January 24th, 2006
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10:54 am - they've created a monster, cuz nobody wants ta see chet no more
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guess who's back , back again, chetter's back tell a friend.
so, uhm, yah, so i ah, am not gettin married, engaged or anything close to that until, well who knows....................Me and the T. are kaput for the countdown, T.K.O, once again as predicted, left my heart open and she ripped it out, along with the small amount of dollars i had in our joint account, only about $310. but still not hers, was ours, but on completion of seperation ,should be mine well, u see what i mean. I feel like i've been waiting inline for the best concert or event of my life and when i get up to the frontline...theres one of those lil monkeys that bang on those stoopid lil cymbals, while grinning at u while it walks in circles..... ya what a let down, oh well................I miss my babies alot, my doggie chance (170 pounds of pure rottweiller and boxer fun)abbey cat (she the momma of Merlin( thats my baby), and milo he's retarded and need a lot of attention, that she doesnt give him, and Baxter Bunny..... he's my bunny.........The coolest rabbit in the world., so im left with $20 to my name, my work hours were less than normal, due to my plans to take some classes, which will now have to be set back, cuz these tentative plans were based upon our household lives, in laymans terms, (she was supporting me 100% and was making more money, so now was the time for me to take these classes, uhhhhhhhhhhhhh, now , uuuuuuuhhhhhhhhhh, not anymore.
When the person u luv tells u they dont care about ur thoughts, or ur feelings rite now cuz there exausted, and need some independents, but they still want u to stay there and support them, thats a big slap in the face, i lost it , i lost my fraggin noodle...................... and eveything else.
I AM JUST.
current mood:  blah
current music: Coheed and Cambria(in my head)
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| Tuesday, September 17th, 2002
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2:55 am - close
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Mysterious and a scholar, you are a member of the Tremere clan. You are pretty loyal to your clan, well, you sort of have to...especially since you are blood-bonded to most of them. You are the intelligentsia of the Camarilla and are fascinated with the occult. Possessing the ability to use blood for magic, many clans don't like to approach you. However, that is fine with you. You tend not to trust the other clans anyway. What Vampire Clan Do You Belong To?
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| Tuesday, August 27th, 2002
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11:40 pm - BRAVO
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RIO BRAVO that is. had a splendor of food with big red tanight, it was deeeeee-licious. Then we went fer a walk and to the park and hung out a bit and talked, which is somethin red and I do not do often, but is always inspiring and fun when we do. Thanx, red I had fun..... Cant wait to eat again.......couple more weeks till ren fest, whoo hoo, need more peoples, we cant have any more of that, "well, maybe you would like to help her..."uhm no thanx",".ha
see ya's all later,
ga night
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| Thursday, August 22nd, 2002
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6:00 pm - sara is abound..... soon
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sara , our dear bellum is leaving soon, no more DDR on a whim, no more online dispute to be quickly settled with an ice cream, no more buffy on tues, nights, no more late night talks about the nothings that create something, no more queens to accompany my games, no more sad and happy evenings discussing the similarities of our thoughts on life , luv, and philosophy, no more burning down the basement and blaming it on me, no more over protective bellum head to watch out for me and let me know just how much she cares, noone to quote labyrinth with and understand all the innuendoes that goes allong with them, noone , noone will and can do these for me....., cuz only sara bellum can do it just right,....
im gonna miss ya bell, we made it thru some bad spots, but of course we would ... it was me and you.....have fun, do well,....until the next time we meet, may the wind always be at ur back.. keep safe and God Bless,
Luv U always,
Chetty J.
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| Tuesday, July 30th, 2002
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5:40 pm - huh.............what do ya know
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| Friday, June 28th, 2002
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12:29 am - CUMONIWANNALAYA..................................
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When the next practice, sorry bought bein pissy, im kinda havin fun, i didnt think i'd be able ta play and sing at the same time, its pretty sweet, what do ya think about doin a lil plethora action, jus fer fun?!!!!!!!!!!!!!well at least work on the 3 ,
ya know PerilEyes, Funk IT, and Afflight, tryin ta find a portastudio so we can get those and other originald recorded, urs and mine.,
later,
Alpha Dickhead
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12:24 am - that damn movies in my head.....cuz bowie was on the tube
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YOU REMIND ME OF THE BABE, what babe, THE BABE WITH THE POWER,what power, THE POWER OF VOODOO,whodo, YOU DO,do what, REMIND ME OF THE BABE....................................................
iM JONESIN' FER IT, DAMN..............
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| Thursday, June 27th, 2002
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12:19 am - Happy be-lated b
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| Wednesday, June 19th, 2002
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3:04 am - stooooooopid
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| Monday, May 20th, 2002
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9:41 pm - Smoke 'em if ya got 'em
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You're a bit of a paradox. You try to get everyone to like you, but sometimes it just doesn't work out that way. You usually wind up being the mediator; both non-menthol and menthol alike can be understood by you. It takes a special kind of person to smoke just you however, and you're still waiting.
Find out what cigarette you are. Take the Cigarette Test by Girlwithagun
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| Wednesday, May 15th, 2002
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11:35 pm - Its good ta be da KIng!.......
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11:08 pm - Why didn't ya jus' name me horny Giles, or..........
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| Thursday, May 9th, 2002
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11:42 pm - I knew, Deep inside i had a feeling,
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11:30 pm - awww Shit I did it Again.........
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10:53 pm - uh ha yeah.................
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| Tuesday, April 16th, 2002
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2:42 am - Say a prayer for my friend.........Rest in Peace Jason
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Early Morning on tues. he was found hanging in his garage, 22 years old, he had the world by the balls, at approx. 9pm at heritage he was pronounced dead., The trama of all of this has not yet hit me full throttle, but as i remeber slowly all of the things we used to do, it will, its starting to, i may just be avoiding the thoughts.
(May the angels, all of them that I know, and all that i do not, raise him up, and deliver him to the hand of the father in heaven).
Jason , I Love You....Uncle Chet,
Ah yes thats another thing, Even though he was my nephew by marriage, he Always, always called me uncle Chet, I once told him that he did not have to, but he said that its respectful, and that i was his uncle, and that he liked it that way, ...I liked it too.
Jason was my nephew and my friend, we had a lot of good times together. For a long time he was my road trip buddy, autophile at heart as well, and all around ; had one the biggest hearts imaginable. I used to call him Lambert; due to the fact that he had this lil' patch of hair under his chin, and he so reminded me of lambert the sheepish lion. I used ta sing it when he was around: "Lambert, the sheepish Lion, Lambert, was always tryin' ta be a big and wooly sheep; Lambert the sheepish Lion.", and he apreciated it, and thought it was funny, and came to accept that was my name for him. And he really was A sheepish lion, he looked somewhat ferocious, and had a heart of gold, and was always tryin to be what he thought he should. I miss him dearly, and wish that I had seen him more than I did, He had helped me at one time thru some bad ones, I just wish that i had known , that he was having those times. When we would hang out, lets see some of the things we did together, wrestling...sparring,smokin, chillin, watchin movies, him carrying me down the street by my underware, that hurt*, Me lighting him on fire, purely accidental, tearing our car stereos apart and rebuilding them with creative things that were just around. Lighting my kitchen on fire, thats when he got lit also. And the list will grow as i deal with it more.
Everyone.....Life is short, make the best of it, sometimes life is shorter than what you intend, don't wait until the time just before to make ammends or rectify any sore spots in your lives,
live your life as you want, make yourself happy, and love one another...................
...........And he will raise you up on Eagles wings, and hold you in the palm of his hands........
Jason(Lambert) I Love You and your spirit shall live with me., forever..
Your Uncle,
Chet,
current mood: blah
current music: Blurry-and restless thoughts
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| Thursday, April 11th, 2002
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1:11 am - There's no place like home????!!!!!!
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Windy, blurry, somewhat cold, a musky smell is all around,the sight of the almighty bird is just as aloquant as its own being.
I must hurry, I have to save her before the storm becomes to great, it will carry her off, yes it will. These are all tools, aides in helping me find the way, I have seen them before, but never knew what it was, so now it is a re-tool, yes , that is it.
they all relate, together they all point in the same direction.
What was once may and is again, only this time i see it more clearly, the evidence and knowledge is easier to define. The great force is moving closer, and closer, unless she is moved away from her empty nest, she too will be swallowed by the force without form.
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| Thursday, March 28th, 2002
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6:36 pm - why are
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So many people unhappy these days, why........
Just so unhappy and angry all the time.......
i just dont get it.........
ok thats all....
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